A Love So Big



Inside I feel a love that is so big

I can feel a deep pain along with that

Yet there is a huge beauty

Both bring tears to my eyes

I see the shadows

The insanity of humanity

It can be right there in my face

That I cannot ignore it

Even the ‘good’ people

Can succumb to this insanity

To their own darknesses

This can look very bleak

As though there is no hope

As even the ‘good’ ones can get ‘taken’

I watch it all

Observing

Mirroring

Self referencing and reflecting

As what is devoid of love

Rears it’s head

Although the contradiction is that it is still of love

As these things need to come out

To be brought to the surface

The next step is transmuting it

So the same old patterns don’t keep coming back

It is also of love

Because it comes out from the deep frustrations of humanity

The need for some kind of peace

Some harmony

More love

To get away from the constant attacks of the powers that be

Causing you to identify with what is not love

To put you in a very low state

You are much more than what they can throw at you

You are so worthy

As the shadows come out

I watch it all play out

Seeing how so many different realities are happening right now

Each different inside everyone’s head

That causes a clash with others realities

The other thinking the other insane

As we have different priorities and standards

So many distortions

So much divorcing from the actual reality

If there even is one

How on Earth is humanity supposed to heal?

If we can’t agree on how to be

I feel a love so big and pure

It is so full of innocence

It is strong

Yet there is a real sensitivity to it

As when the love feels a rejection by a force

It wonders how can that other person not feel love?

How can they reject love?

How can they be so blind?

Is that the reality they want to stay in?

To be allergic to giving or receiving love?

To have succumbed to their ego

To their stories

That are not true

This love’s gaze stares it’s force through it all

Feeling the love getting bigger and bigger

A deep compassion for humanity rising

As there is a deep pain within us all

Wanting to find its resolution

We must come back to this love

As this is the most powerful force

The biggest force of change

The force that enables us to see through our blocks

Our differences and opinions

Ours and others suffering

That helps us understand

To light something up inside each one of us

That shines so brightly

As everything gets dismantled

So we can return to our true nature

That is love





 

Painting created by Kate Alexandra Priestley

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